Alone

Hello World,
I'm just in need of anything to be able to talk or atleast take how im feeling out down here.

Everything is in a mess. i feel so fucked up. the things that happened between Dee and May. Now Jalo and Mica. i dont know...

Why do I always get betrayed in my life? it was when Diwas and May were seeing each other behind my back while me and him were dating.. it still hurts me to the bone until now. and the more i think of it the more i have no feelings for dee. i mean what i have for him now is nothing like so big, but i do feel something for him. arg! i dont know. and i just heard mica and jalo?! come on kill me already! whats with my sisters!

Is it just me or... im such a bad person thats why my sisters are doing this.

ive lost everything in my life already. i mean i have nikki but.. me-wise... i got nothing now. no looks no body no nothing! argg..

:( im so alone!

i hope no one gets to read this blog coz it really is just for me...

:(